I AM: still learning
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I am still learning.
On the surface, I am learning lots of new things schlepping coffee. Practical things; like how to change a garbage bin without endangering myself or customers or to remember to put the spigot of the coffee canteen in the right position before attempting to refill it. Because you know as well as I do, not much other than a line of watching people will help you remember for the next time.
All hilarities aside, I am still learning on the inside too.
I’m still learning how to love. How to love me, for all the good, the bad, and the not-so-nice.
I’m still learning how to love others and what they deem to be special about them. I guess it’s not just about the double tall, 5 pump peppermint, soy, no foam lattes I’m making. It’s not feel is special about someone but what they see as special about them.
I’m still learning how to let go. How to move on; how to move out of old routines created for younger children and narrower visions of what my life would be…or theirs for that matter.
I’m still learning about choice and where I limit the possibilities.
I’m still learning about my own fears and how to acknowledge them without attracting more.
Most importantly I’m still learning how to be all I can be.
And my hope of forever? That I AM still learning…
Love to all of you; may each of you continue to drink from the cup of life.
Believing in ME
JCM
